my goal in life is to be so hot that people can’t pronounce words right when they’re trying to talk to me
I feel deeply sad, no amount of anon or not asks will make me feel better. The only person who can fix the gaping hole in my stomach is the same person who made it.
In a way, I feel like I’ve lost him but I haven’t… it’s just a few days of no contact due to having no credit/wifi… but shit… these are the type of feelings people write books about… the type of feeling that can only be felt, be understood after going on the same journey…
This is what I do though… I put so much energy into the people around me that when they’re gone I feel nothing and everything at once… a fluctuation between the two and their indecision to settle on a feeling…
I don’t even want to kill myself anymore… As much as this hole in my stomach aches for him… I know that the person, no, my boyfriend* waiting at the finish line will fix me all up.
“Never apologize for burning too brightly or collapsing into yourself every night. That is how galaxies are made.”
Tyler Kent White (via lawschoolsam)